30days

19th January 2006

30 last days before im 27

hy.been a while since ive written any of my thinking.
been buzy, lazy, horny not to mention lonely, bit greedy n of course needy.

tangled up in cunfusion, desperate to keep myself sane, struggling to find that One that loves me back...mmmm....the usual suspect.

maybe im not that confused anymore. ive had my crushes.. i left them that way. dunt need to nag on the questions. all i need is just to go away..

maybe keeping sane is not that hard. but nothing beats alittle insanity in us huh.. that one moment u laughed a little extra...or acted a little out of the norm..hey that is normal..
ive had my moments...ive had my time..i ve had those times i wish it hadnt come.
but it did. n so it passed. i lived, am still breathing.like i said. its not that hard.

the one that loves me back.oh how i longed to b wit u. Eday wit u. every second. nothing else matters in this world when it's about u yg..nothing. never has anyone made me feel so beautiful or worth something like u do..u love me even when im ugly, dizzy, naughty, crazy, cranky, giddy, bitchy....
ive actually found that one that loves me back. i really have..
in an instance i would've said yes to ure question yg.
in an instance i would've said yes.
i keep forgetting. again and again...i just keep on forgetting
not all great loveStrories ends with an "ever after"
not all.

30 days and counting...then iLL be 3 years to 30 years old....ahhh the number 3...